Body Awareness Began with Questions

 

I had been, to some degree, stuck in the same pattern for almost two years. When I tracked the energy, I knew that my next step was moving from living predominately in either/or realities to creating life experiences in the Oneness. I really had no idea what this shift entailed. But, I definitely triggered the change by continuing to ask questions like,

Is there a reality I can live in that I don’t have to choose between two experiences? How do I move into a reality where I’m no longer making either/or choices? How can I have it all? What would it take for me to move into both/and reality? How can I experience more of what I want?

For those of you who don’t understand what I mean when I say this, here is an example of either/or reality – I was saving for a much-desired one-on-one with Panache Desai, and a severely injured kitty came in our cat door, needing care. He had a paralyzed, crushed leg, and the vet said the leg needed to be amputated to save his life. The cost of the surgery was more than I could afford, without sacrificing the one-on-one. I sat there and cried because I had another either/or choice to make. This kind of choicemaking just didn’t feel good any more.

First Step to Body Awareness:
Loading Source Energy

At the beginning of this leg of my journey, I was inspired to work with mentors who connected with Source Energy and had the ability to share that energy with me (This is sometimes called, “Receiving Shaktipat.”) – Panache Desai, Rikka Zimmerman, Sebastian Dudley, Mashur Anam. Since I feel energy keenly, I knew the energy was coming in. So, I encouraged other extended family members to  join in this experience to become more spacious and receptive.

Instead of achieving the sought after results – more joy, more resources, more enriching experiences –  most of us, especially those who have been on the path for a long time and are invested in their story, experienced a high degree of physical illness and/or injury. My business partner and best friend had a stroke. My best girl friend had vertigo which incapacitated her for months. I went into the hospital with uncontrollable heart rhythm issues. When I asked questions about this, the response I received was, “The answer is in the energy.” So, we all agreed to receive more energy.

Second Step to Body Awareness:
Pay Attention to Your  Body’s Communications

So, we attended more workshops, teleseminars, webinars, and our body symptoms became increasingly worse. I felt that there was something missing since we weren’t getting much hoped for results. So, I asked more questions. I texted, phoned, made one-on-one appointments with, did in-person meetings with the folk who shared the energy. Sebastian Dudley was very generous with his time and support, by the way.

Finally, when three of our extended family members died within the same month, I wasn’t willing to leave things at the, “The answer is in the energy” stage. I listened to my body, to how family members described their physical experiences, and we all decided to not have any more energy loaded into our fields. I believe that was the first time we actually paid attention to our bodies – our bodies just had had enough energy. So, we stopped having energy loaded.

Third Step in the Journey  for More Body Awareness:
What You Desire Is for Your Body

One of the keys to unlocking the experiences you have always dreamed of is that your  desires are always for your body. You are an Infinite Being – you are already unlimited, wealthy, healthy, joyful, connected…. It is your body that wants space, money, health, luxurious clothes and shoes, relationships, fun. So, just realize that when you are asking to actualize resources and experiences, they are for your body, not you. So, start asking for “wealth for your body,” “wellness for your body,” “luxurious surroundings for your body,” instead of asking for wealth, health, and luxury.

When your guides, angels, and Infinite Source hear you ask for body experiences, the matter, means, people, and circumstances start coming together. When you ask to be wealthy, healthy, happy, etc., they all scratch their heads and say, “He/She is an Infinite Being. He/She already is all those things and more.”

In the next installment of this post on Body Awareness, I will be sharing the next steps in overcoming material stuckness.