In my first post on body awareness, I outlined the first three processes and/or insights that led to breaking through stuckness. In this post I continue by talking about Tessera.
Increasing Body Awareness
by Returning to Tessera
I had done a few webinars with Adam King, Creator of the Tessera Method. I particularly love his Miracle Frequency audio and play it all the time when I am working. This led me to participating in Tessera: IKON. But, to tell you the truth, at that point, I loved the music but didn’t get Tessera.
Since I best connect to Infinite Source through music, and my body feels better when I listen to music and sacred sounds, I continued to listen. As I listened, I noticed my body was beginning to relax. So, I connected with Adam and as many of the Tessera products as my budget would allow.
What is Tessera?
Describing Tessera is a bit like describing Infinite Source – language just doesn’t quite take in the breadth and depth of the experience. But, just to give you a flavor of Tessera, let me say that Tessera is both a place and a method to get to the place where you have simultaneous parallel awareness between Source and your Ego/Body. I’ve heard this referred to by some ancient lineages as being the Knower and the Known simultaneously.
Tessera: Key to Unlocking Awareness
By the time my family members died, I had been participating in Tessera for quite awhile, on and off. So, when I got to the end of my patience, I wrote Adam an email, asking him if he had time to talk. His response was immediate, and we had a phone appointment that week. Of all the popular mentors out there, I must say that Adam is most accessible and generous with his time and knowledge.
When we talked, Adam allowed me to give a 20 year timeline that detailed what happened in our family. It was helpful to be heard, but Adam went one step beyond that. He pointed out to me that we were stuck in an identity that had been running for over 20 years, that no one cared about what happened in the past, and that no one wanted to listen to this story. What a pattern interrupt! Then, he went on to encourage me by saying that when people are that stuck, they usually have a commensurate gift to contribute.
Then, Adam unlocked the door that I had stood in front of for over two years and opened it wide, inviting me to continue my journey.
The One Body Awareness You Need
to Change Your Material Experience
Adam said,
“Your body wants more resources — good food, nice clothes, sex, intimacy, money, travel experiences, etc. — IT JUST DOESN’T WANT TO CHANGE TO HAVE THEM.”
The moment I heard him say, “YOUR BODY JUST DOESN’T WANT TO CHANGE TO HAVE MORE,” I understood why we had experienced illness, injury, and death as a family. It was like our bodies were saying, “You want to change. Well, let me show you a good reason why you can’t.” Once that light bulb went off, Adam and I talked about how to overcome the body’s programming so that the body could experience more.
Tessera: Earthbound
At that point in the conversation Adam encouraged me to keep my commitment to experience Tessera: Earthbound. Adam described Earthbound as his best work to date, different from the other Tessera products. So, I set aside the time to participate in the online retreat. I can tell you that this is one of the best decisions I have ever made because up until I did Earthbound, the concept of “Practicing Presence” for my body meant nothing to me. I had practiced getting connected with the Presence of Infinite Source for clients, but I had never really connected on that level for my body.
Without giving away details about Earthbound, since Adam is going to release this product to the public, I can share that I experienced Source’s point of view during Earthbound and brought that Presence back into Body Awareness. It was like my Source reached down, with compassion and understanding, and touched my body with unconditional love. My body felt accepted and allowed, since Source didn’t judge my body’s point of view.
Probably the most interesting reflection I can give is that Source holds simultaneous awareness with every unique expression of Source and observes the rich brocade of life, as individuals create experience. It was a symphony of light and sound – with melody and harmony intertwined and balanced.
Stuck No More – Results of the Shift in Awareness
Actualization or results are simply indications of Awareness. As I continue to listen to Earthbound, in particular, and other sacred music, more experiences are moving to me. A roommate who overstayed his welcome moved. The space opened up for different experiences. A much desired spiritual retreat into the mountains materialized. A longstanding friend who has outstanding financial track record wants to work with me on monetizing my practice. I no longer feel driven to buy more mentorship, as I realize that I can connect directly to Source Energy and Awareness.
Grateful for Gifts Received
Every step I took on the way to this breakthrough was necessary, in my view. I wouldn’t be the person I am today without these experiences. So, I feel totally grateful for the gift of the energy that led me to being able to connect with Adam King and learn to build my own Tessera – the place where I can connect with Source awareness. I look forward to playing in Tessera, in imagining experiences and seeing whether I want to bring them back to my body. The possibilities are endless, as I continue to listen to the music and sacred frequencies that supported this breakthrough.